“You”

You are like a naive person who gets easily manipulated by the evil.

You took back the word you spoke to me a year ago. How could you?!

  Of all people, why did you take it? You were the most unlikely until the moment I discovered your true inhibitions.

I look up to you as a role model, but why is it that you, yourself the stronger person, gave in to the pressure and became the complete opposite of a role model? Positive, lively, and energetic no longer, a shame.

Now, I don’t even know who you are anymore…

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The CSB Experience 3: Giving It a Period as a Year-Starter for 2010

2010 Anno Domini, the start of a new year and the dawn of a new decade. The year where we could start fresh and and make up for past mistakes. It’s also a time to put an end to another never-ending trimester in CSB.

On January 4, it’s officially Finals Week for the students of a college whose school year alone had extended to last as long as early May. Tests, deadlines, projects, all the works that needed to be done so we could start the final term of the school year already.

So what’s my standings over finals? Well, here’s what I have so far…

Done with:
1)Vidprd2 (Producing one individual film)
2)Author2 (Creating an interactive CD that was authored using Macromedia Director MX 2004)

Almost Done with:
1)Cadvis2 (Finishing the set of production logos; hopefully I’m done by Monday’s deadline)
2)3DAnim2 (Putting in lights and have my 3d model hosue photoshopped by next Saturday)

So Far, Not Done Yet with:
1)Webdev2 (Website for Beauty ATBP, Client evaluation forms, etc)
2)2Danim2 (120+ plates of animation that’ll egt linetested and burns it in a CD)

By next Friday, I have all but 1 project left to finish. Just glad that we’re going to have at least an extra few days to rest off before continuing the remainder of the school year in mid-January.

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Top 5 Dramas of 2009 (Philippine Edition)

The jury is now out. 2009 has been quite the year for our local soaps as it is marked by several reimagined TV remakes as well as Twitter-worthy original dramas. IN no particular order, here’s my list of my 5 top local dramas of the year.

1. Ikaw Sana (GMA)

A story of love amidst the turmoil, deception and betrayal. GMA madeits return to the traditional drama hour of the 6pm timeslot with its first set of soaps, All My Life and the follow up soap, Ikaw Sana. Nice to see Jennylyn Mercado and Mark Herras paired on screen again after quite a long time. Their acting have definetly improved since they started in the biz more than 6 years ago. Nice to see Pauleen Luna as well on the mix. Add to that is their supporting cast which provides much of the drama for the three major characters which Herras, Mercado and Luna portray.

2. May Bukas Pa (ABS-CBN)


A breather from the usual Philippine soap, MBP tells about a boy who is gifted with power of touching people’s lives at a time of lost hope and sadness.

Similar in a way with an earlier series, “Mga Mata ni Anghelita”, it has the same types of characters: the evil mayor, the gossiping kumares and the unbelieving townsfolk. What sets it apart is that the show takes on an episodic format with Santino, with the help of his father-figuring monk family as well as “Bro” helping a person in need. It also made a great display of human nature, how cruel and uncaring people can be but at the same time how willing they are to change for the better.

The show, still running for almost a year now is already reaching its saturation point. Hopefully, it will finally end its run in March 2010 giving a much needed break to the lead actor who portrays Santino.

3. Tayong Dalawa (ABS-CBN)


Tayong Dalawa, a show about
paternal twin Amerasian brothers who were separated by birth, brought together by destiny and divided by their love over a single woman. Drama at its finest, the show is supported by an able-bodied cast from Cherry Pie Picache to Gina Pareno.

What I hate though was how the network promoted the series: using its supporting cast’s achievements in their field of expertise. it kinda takes away the attention from what viewers should really focus on: The characters of JR and Dave, played by Gerald Anderson and Jake Cuenca respectively. The acting is superb, the writing is powerful and the execution admirable.

One thing that came out definitely was the hate of Kim Chiu’s character, Audrey. Being the source of division between the brothers, some fans showed rejoice over her death on the second-to-the last episode of the series. Bad of them to do that but it became clear that TD ended on a very high note with one major cliffhanger that will most likely never going to explore.

Another cause of concern was its constant continuity errors with the characters’ age. JR and Dave were born onscreen on 1992 in the series, but on the final episode where there was a scene showing Audrey’s gravestone, it says she was born on 1984. That moment may have meant that the writers imposed SORAS (Soap Opera Rapid Aging Syndrome) to JR, Dave, Audrey, and the other younger characters, aging them by about 5 years.

Imagine JR and Dave, both finished military school, enlisted in the Army and made wedding vows to Audrey at the tender age of 17.

4. Stairway to Heaven (GMA)

Stairway to Heaven is the local adaptation of a popular Korean drama series. A story about love lost that was later found until it was too late. Starring Dingdong Dantes and Rhian Santos, the show made good of not depending too much on the premise of the original for which STH was based upon. Although I wasn’t able to watch this show religiously, I keep myself updated through recaps. I could safely say that the show’s ending best highlighted itself as a whole.

One thing bothers me though is that I’m a bit unsure of whether Dantes is actually good on playing the piano. His character’s original portrayer, Kwon Sang Woo was actually seen playing the piano himself onscreen.

I doubt GMA’s choice of casting Rhian Ramos as Jodi because I can’t exactly see her as Jodi, especially with the age gap she has with Dingdong but she proved that she could portray any character with ease.

5. Only You (ABS-CBN)

Another series based on a Korean drama, Only You focuses on the life and cooking ambitions of the main character, Jillian (Angel Locsin), as she faces the spices of life with the support of her family and best friend, Jonathan (Diether Ocampo). Along the way, she met the love of her life, TJ (Sam Milby). That love bore fruit a son that Jillian solely took responsibility as a single mother, things of which went unknown to TJ until years later.

I like the fact that the show didn’t exactly follow the same set of events from the original series, instead passing itself as something distinct, different and essentially Filipino and they passed it off with flying colors, much to viewers’ delight. Only You for the most part, the unremake-ish of all the past remade soaps from any of the two major networks.

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Here’s hoping that the networks produce more original drama, and take the risk of not using the tried-and-tested formula of storytelling since viewers want more than just the same old-same old. Lessen the remakes, improve the sitcoms and put an end to this ridiculous network war.

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Top 5 Dramas of 2009 (US Edition)

2009 made a 360 degree turn with the way I observe my TV viewing habits. I immediately got hooked on a number of American TV serials starting with the 2008-2009 season, as well as shows from the current season. Here’s my list of my 5 favorites in no particular order.

1. 90210 (The CW)


The fourth series of the Beverly Hills 90210 franchise and a direct continuation of its mother show, 90210 follows the lives of teenagers living in the promiscuous world of Beverly Hills. Its first season has been rocky, almost losing direction as tries to to be two different things.

But came in a new showrunner, and we saw a show no longer about the glitz and glamor found in the zip but dwelled more on the lives and relationships of its core characters: turmoil within the Wilsons, a drug relapse, a perky girl’s spiralled isolation, a torned sister, and a mother’s lasting redemption.

With the teen drama reaching creative highs this year, here’s hoping it finally found its place in the TV world.

If you wanna live in the zip, you got to live by the code.

2. Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles (FOX)


I’m very picky when it comes to sci fi serials. For one thing, it’s hard for me to keep myself interested with such shows, from Star Trek TNG to Earth’s Final Conflict to The X Files. What made TSCC stand out from the rest is its subtle and careful way of storytelling.

 Being set in an alternate universe after the events of T2, the show saw the potential of developing the Terminator mythology throughout the course of its second and final season. One notable element that made the show such a delight is its handling of character development which makes up much of the drama and tension of the series.

It tries as much as it could to not become one of those “Monster of the Week” shows, with a lone story arc given greater emphasis. One scene that really got to me was that mother-and-son moment between Lena Headey (Sarah) and Thomas Dekker (John), man did that broke me into tears.

Summer Glau, besides being very hot, is such an ice breaker while playing Cameron. Nuff said.

3. Guiding Light (CBS)


Well, I got to hand it to the guys from P&G. They made a soap opera addict out of me with GL although it’s very unfortunate that I only got to enjoy this great show for over 7 months. Last September, the longest running scripted entertainment program end up its quarter century run in light of low ratings.

 As a last-minute plan on saving the show, the producers made the drastic move a year before of using extensive outdoor locations, permanent sets and “shaky” hand-held cameras. the move granted them only a year to continue (which is 2009) but on April1, CBS decided to axe the show.

The soap, which is about the trials and tribulations of the core families living in the fictional Midwestern town of Springfield, kind of benefited with the change of its creative model. For one, it gave the characters more realism than other characters from the soap realm. Second it became a show about a community of friends, neighbors and ultimately, FAMILY. Third, it gave the world a dose of OTALIA, the lesbian supercouple with a heart and a soul! Very unfortunate that the cancellation brought to a disappointing halt of one of its then ongoing storylines but the finale gave us a somehow bittersweet yet satisfying conclusion.

Only love can save the world.

3. As the World Turns (CBS)



Another daytime soap I feel in love with. The show focuses on the lives of residents living in the fictional town of Oakdale, and mostly revolves on the major core families of the show: the Hughes, Stewarts, Ryans, Grimaldis and Snyders.

The stories are engaging and exciting, very intense yet very slow, twists and turns comes unexpected. As good as this show is, it also became a victim of the pink slip with its run ending next fall after being on the air for 54 years.

Life As You Know It. Life As You’ve Never Seen It.

4. One Life to Live (ABC)

Yet another daytime drama, I got hooked on this show last March 2009 when the show was in the middle of a storyline about a baby-switch (babies switched at birth, get it? hehehe). When the storyline ended in June, I was by then a certified OLTL lover.

What I love about this series is the variety of its core casts: a melting pot of different ethinicties. The writing is superb and its careful handling of stories are well-executed.

Among them is the much-talked about “coming-out” gay storyline, the “Kish” love story of Oliver Fish and Kyle Lewis. Other shows have made use of stunt storylines about gays and lesbians but what made this different is the fact that it was never intended that to be a “stunt” to begin with, more so it that it was treated like any love story: Very touching yet remaining relevant on the issues brought about being different.

Live life to the fullest because we have only one life to live.

5. Glee (Fox)


The most phenomenal series of the current, Glee is a dramedy about a high school glee club trying to reclaim its lost glory by joining the annual interschool sectionals but its efforts are being hindered by the school’s villainous and scheming gym teacher.

The series is headed by an ensemble cast of colorful and very talented ensemble cast: Matthew Morrison (last seen on Ghost Whisperer), Jane Lynch (Another Cinderella Story), Cory Monteith, Lea Michele, Jayma Mays (Heroes), Kevin McHale, Jenna Ushkowitz, Harry Shum (as Other Asian), Amber Riley, Mark Salling, and Chris Colfer.

Things I love about this show are its quirky dark comedy (yes, it is dark), the tensioned  drama and its wonderful musical numbers. My fave Glee-fied songs are Don’t Stop Believing by Journey, No Air by Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks, and Single Ladies by Beyonce.

One thing that Glee need not to show is letting Matthew Morrison rap, because he sucks at it, especially after seeing his take on Sisqo’s Thong Song. 🙂


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A Look Back to 09

A lots of things happened in 2009, some of them good but the rest are plain sadistic and bad. But still, with the current year slowly capping as the start of a new decade encroaches, it is now a time for New Year Resolutions and new beginnings.

January
-Learn the basics of photography with an old film-dependent Nikon SLR camera first, not with my newer D40 cam.

February
-CWS/Community service in Baseco Compound where me and a my pals taught some classes to kid scholars.
-Got hooked on American daytime serials

March
-Housewarming party at Jeco’s neighborly place.

April
-Took some incredible shots around the Metro for my finals paneling in Fotogra: Street Money Makin’ Tactics

May
-Second time visiting the Sibucao homeland in Ilocos Norte
-Start of what could be the longest trimestral year in CSB.

June
-AH1N1 outbreak
-Cancelation of Philippine delegation’s Singapore for CG Overdrive

July
-Goddaughter’s 2nd birthday party
-Started an ill-fated money-saving drive.

August
-Na-ulol sa Budol budol gang
-Lost my camera, money and laptop to a crime syndicate’s modus operandi
-Won my at prize, a jacket. from Max FM

September
-Typhoon Ondoy
-Auditioned for Radio 1. Still waiting if I got the call or not.

October
-Found interest on making films (Thanks in part to Sir Dodos).
-Did 4 films before midterms: Habol, Ulol sa Budol, The Milktea Bottle, and A Bloody Inheritance

November
-Enjoyed the Extra Long Weekend, Baby!
-Had a grand EB with fellow radio fanatics and toured around different radio stations.

December
-Stressful finals month (ending in the firts few weeks of January 2010).
-Finished a very difficult film titled, “The Gift”.

I don’t know what to expect in 2010 but for certain, things will definitely be interesting because of the coming elections. And for the first time, I’m going to vote for the next batch of leaders.

Well wishes to the new year!

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J.I.A.: Warmth Amidst the Cold Christmas Night

As I write this, I’m listening to an online stream to a station I used to listen to back when the family were spending a year stateside, WIHT, DC’s Hottest Hot 99-5.

Since it’s Christmas Day already, I guess I should tell you guys about the Habitans’ first and possibly the only Christmas we spent outside of the country.

One thing’s for sure, the Virginia winter is harshly cold and unfriendly. The average daily temp would often reach as low as 19 degrees Fahrenheit (several degrees below 0 Celsius). Some temperate greeneries would get frosted every morning while trees are completely devoid of leaves, signifying that winter is near.

If in Hollywood Christmas films, you’d see scenes of neighborhood engulfed with inches and inches of snow and  heavily decorated with Christmas ornmanents, you could count this one out. Most of the houses in my neighborhood don’t exactly put up decorations the same way we do things here in the Philippines.

For one thing: No “parols”. Second: Not much Christmas lights placed outside their houses. Remember however that this was in 2001, and the country is still in a state of shock over the horrific events of September 11. Fox 5 continues to air their coverage on the “War on Terror” while NBC still had Katie Couric on the Today Show.

Another thing we didn’t see during the cold month of December: SNOW! No thanks to climate change, the DC area was left out of getting some good ol’ snowstorms throughout much of the winter season. It only snowed a month after Christmas and the snowstorm lasted for only a day. I learned that it has something to do with this natural weather system called the “Gulf Stream”.

Winter fashion was a dread for me. Having already gained a peak of 120 pounds, basing from my frame then is a bit overweight, I have to wear three different layers of clothes before going outside. First, it’s the regular t-shirt followed by a long-sleaved sweater, then a very thick jacket that when worn, I could hard reach my back when I needed to scratch it when itchy. Got to wear winter gloves and a scarf as well.

But despite the odds, the Habitans found a way of celebrating the holidays the old Pinoy way. First of all, my dad kinda “came home” to us after making an LOA from his work in the Philippines so the whole family could spent Christmas together. (Some people thought my parents are divorced because of this 2-year arrangement with my mom being a rep to the World Bank at the time while my dad had to remain in Manila for obvious reasons)

Second, he brought a parol along so we could hang it outside the balcony of our apartment, facing Haycock Road for all people to see. I think we’re the only ones in the neighborhood with that kind of a bright decoration considering people did kinda notice that colorful star shining outside the building.

Third, we got to spent Misa de Gallo/Simbang Gabi at the neighboring parish a few blocks away from where we live despite the harsh cold. Imagine the distance of going there from home with the distance of going from UST’s design and arts building going to the college of law. We had to call for a taxi to pick us up.

My nose turns red the moment it sense a drop of temperature outside our apartment, talk about harsh.

One thing I noticed, the way they celebrate a Christmas Mass seems to be more solemn than how Filipinos do things. And not much people crowding an otherwise small building. Choice of songs sang on Mass are either English or Latin and the people wear really formal clothing, as opposed to how we usually dress up for a regular Sunday Mass at home.

At home, we had our noche buena. Forgot what food we prepared for the occasion but I remember that all in the family are enjoying every bit of that moment.

A legacy of our first American Christmas is still visible in the household especially during the holiday season, our big Christmas tree. It’s been with us for the past 8 years and still going strong.

Amidst the cold Christmas night the family spent in the US, a sense of warmth kept us together, both figuratively and literally.

That’s because I remember that later after Misa de Gallo, my sister took me for a warm comforter and hugged me for some warmth. LOL!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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Si Taba at si Puti

Minsan, habang nakasakay ako sa tren pauwi ay hindi ko inaasahang makita muli ang dati kong ka-eskuwela noong ako’y nag-aaral pa sa mababang paaralan. Tatawagin natin siya sa pangalang “Taba” kasi mataba siya. Nagulat din si Taba nung nakita niya ako kaya nagkamustahan kami’t nag-usap habang pareho kaming lumabas ng tren pagkahinto nito sa pinakahuling himpilan.

Nag-aaral na siya ngayon sa isang kolehiyo sa Maynila, halata sa unipormeng kanyang suot nung araw na iyon. Nagulat lang ako nung nalaman ko na naninigarilyo na rin pala si Taba eh nung bata pa kami ay panay “clean-living” ang motto niya, kahit mataba siya. Bumigay na rin siguro sa peer pressure dala sa kabigatang binigay sa kanya ng buhay-kolehiyo.

Si Taba rin, mangha rin sa pagbabagong nakikita niya sa’kin kahit pakiramdam ko na wala masyadong nabago sa’kin mula nang nilisan namin ang alma mater namin. Inanyaya niya akong manigarilyo rin pero hindi ko tinanggap ang alok niya dahil hindi naman ako naninigarilyo (lalo pa’t masama sa kalusugan ko iyan). Okey naman siya pero siya iyung mukhang atat mag-usok.

Naglalakad kami sa daan nang itinanong niya sa’kin kung saang kolehiyo ako nag-aaral. Sinagot ko sa kanya kung saan at nagtanong uli kung may kakilala ba ako na tao na tatawagin natin siyang “Puti” dahil maputi ang kanyang balat.

Sinabi ko na “oo”, dala nang pagiging magkaklase namin ni Puti. Humingi sa’kin ng pabor si Taba na kung maari ay hingan ko mula kay Puti ang numero niya sa cellphone. Nais niya kasi makausap ang iyung-pala’y matalik niyang kaibigan.

Matalik na kaibigan pala sila? Akalain ba naman?

Si Puti nakilala ko minsan nung unang taon ko sa nilipatan ko noon na eskuwelahan pero siya naman ay lumipat sa ibang paaralan nang di naglaon.

Hindi ako kaagad pumayag sa pabor niya lalo pa’t hindi kami lubos na magkakilala at ganong kalapit na kaibigan ni Puti. At bukod doon baka hindi niya ako naaalala, nakakahiya naman na kausapin siya. Pero nagpumilit si Taba na pagbigyan ko ang hiling niya kaya pumayag na rin ako.

Nawala sa isip ko nga lang sa sumunod na araw ang pinapagawa sa’kin ni Taba ngunit noong nakaraang linggo ko naalala ang dapat ko gawin at nilapitan ko an rin si Puti nung meron kaming klase na panggabi.

Mabait pala itong si Puti, humble kahit mukhang maangas. Nalamn ko pa nga mula sa kanya na kaklase niya noon ang isa kong matalik na kaibigan nung grade school kaya may “common friends” kami. Nabanggit ko na rin sa kanya ang tungkol kay Taba at pinaliwanag an rin niya sa’kin na nagkita na rin pala silang dalawa ilang araw matapos ang huling pagkikita namin ni taba. Binanggit na rin daw ni Taba ang tungkol sa’kin kay Puti kaya medyo alam na rin pala niya na kakausapin ko siya.

How ironic, ‘no? Nangyari na pero ang magandang dulot nito ay medyo lubos ko na rin nakikilala ng unti-unti sina Taba at Puti: ang kanilang pagiging matalik na kaibigan at iba pa.

Isipin na sa iisang lungsod naman sila nakatira, hindi kaya mas mainam kung sila mismo ang magkausap? Hahaha, eh di hindi na nahirapan pa’tong si Taba na magatubili na hingan pa ako ng pabor na kausapin si Puti.

Okey lang. 🙂

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