Victimized

Yesterday, the worst thing happened to me: I got victimized by a scam as part of some modus operandi by the “Budol-Budol Gang”. I was tricked into believing who they were pretending and felt right into their trap.

I’m too embarrassed to tell many of the details but all I could say is that I wasn’t the only one who was victimized that day. I saw an old schoolmate of mine from high school who was swayed in by the sweet and hypnotizing voice of those two youth-looking and 20-something gangsters. One good news though when an almost victim barely and unknowingly escaped the entrapment of the Budol-budol Gang.

I already had a bad feeling the moment the deed was about to be done but I didn’t trust myself over this feeling until it was all too late.

I paid the price and now I’m facing the consequences. I may have to work double time for the remiaing weeks into the term because all my files were in my Ipod that I left inside my bag at the time.

So far, I’m most worried on the following subjects brought by this unfortunate event:
1. Webdev1 (Elizabeth Garten Bridal website using CSS; finals website with health-theme)
2. Cnctpho (Last pre-finals plate; Finals plate)
3. Cadvis1 (Finals Autocad project)

All three are very heavy classes so I have to work my butt on them even if it means consuming every free time I have in school to do these as well as my other classes:

1. 2DAnim1 (Concept Art and Storyboard plates~I’m halfway done trhough these)
2. 3Danim1 (Lol…Adding more model figures in my midterms plate but with texture and stuff)

Working double time indeed. I just need to focus my attention for now on finals week and hope that I could overcome this phase in my life.

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The CSB Experience 3: Gl!tch

Hehehe…I was expecting last night that SIS would have its usual glitch just like the last time it did last term. But it looks like the ACTC was well-prepared to avert another school-wide disaster wherein scores of students were left with little or no available scheduling slots on the very day of their online encoding of schedules.

How unfortunate, yes. Looking at the bright side, at least I don’t have to wait that long for me to access the SIS. Tomorrow at 1pm, the gates will be open for 107 SDA students who will get to lay their hands on the best possible schedule of every class they enrolled in for next term. In my case, I need to find a good schedule for the 18 units I’ll use for the next term.

So far, things are getting tense again. Even if midterms was a bit of a drag, it’s always the finals that always has the last say whether I get to live beyond this term. I sure wish I could pass ALL my subjects in one piece!

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Photoshop Art: Looking for “Rape Victim”

Looking for someone who would model in my next photoshoot.
Theme: Rape
Model:
-Female
-Ideally 17 years old and above
-May bring her own high school uniform or I’ll provide one in case.
-Willing to follow instructions
-Date: TBA
-Ideal time of shoot: 6-9pm Friday/8-11am Saturday
-Venue: School of Design and Arts Building, DLS-CSB (Room TBA)
-Non-CSB students are welcome

I’m also looking for an assistant who could help me with the equipment.

Contact me via YM or mobile: jlhabitan@yahoo.com, 09172721815

*Non-CSB students: Upon confirmation, a visitor’s pass will be produced at least 24 hours before the shoot.

Help Wanted-Model as victim of by ~jlhabitan on deviantART

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Reality and Dreams: The Worst Premonition Ever!

I know as a fact that there two ways to identify if my dreams are in fact premonitions: 1)If I remember them long enough for them to happen, 2)I forget that dream until the moment I feel a sense of dejavu.

The former is a rarity, having happened maybe a couple of times in my life. Most recent when I remembered a dream back in high school and did happened a few days later, albeit in a different setting within the school. So what happened to me today was possibly the fastest realization that I had of a premonition. I never knew it would happen this soon to reality.

Too soon as I would only expect them to happen in a matter of days, months or even a year! But within the hours between me having dreamt about it and the moment that it occurred is utmost unbelievable.

And now I feel bad about it.

Last night, I had this dream, a really short one. In it, I was reading tweets on my Twitter account and I read one from one of my long-time friends who was following me. Can’t remember the exact words but they were enough to make me feel bad, real bad and depressed. I’m a happy person so I feel bad when I feel sad. I feel agitated as if my ears are burning red (and they are now). That was enough to have me suddenly wake up from a nightmarish premonition.

I figured that it’s a premonition when I realized I could still remember it in almost full detail hours after waking up this morning. But instead of worrying, I decided not to dwell on it too much.

And about a half an hour ago as of this writing, I opened my Twitter to check on new tweets. As I read on them, I decided to reply back a couple of them from the same person who’s part of my premonition. One of the replies I sent must have ticked him off (and for a very good reason for him to do so) and replied back to me saying that I shouldn’t have insulted him (and that’s as far as I can go). However, he posted that tweet the same time I also posted another one to clarify what I just said earlier.

But it was too little, too late. The damage cannot be undone and now the premonition became reality. I got slammed for what I did and now I’m feeling its consequences. Right now, I really really feel bad because I’m not used to have people think ill about me nor hate me as how he’s hating me right now at this moment. My ears are already red and it’s a sign that I’m really, really depressed.

Gosh, this is the worst premonition I ever had. And I so want to fix all of this and yet i feel as i there’s nothing I could do about it. Does all of these equates to the end of our friendship? Will he ever forgive me? Will I ever get over with this ill-thoughts of people’s perception about me?

I feel like I want to jump off a building…

(No worries, I’m not suicidal fortunately).

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