An Iberian Selection

Usted no tiene ninguna idea cómo es doloroso es,
ni unos ni otros había pensado que sería ésta áspera.
 En segundo lugar de horas de mágica y de su pensamiento,
 su pensamiento encuentra una manera de escaparse
en palabras, por lo menos, pero nunca puede.
Nunca realmente puede escaparse con palabras.
 Nunca, no importa cómo deconstruido
mis palabras están al costumbre cupieron su pensamiento.
Más extracto que su presencia fantástico,
más fantástico que la abstractividad de su sonrisa
y todo que empeora este enigma
de dolor, incluso no sé porqué estoy en dolor.

Duela como si me cincelen.
Sí, es su cara perfectamente cincelada,
la barbilla se alineó con el cielo,
y la tonalidad fuerte del marrón
 ese abrigos él en conjunto.
Es bastante para cincelarme a las fibras.
 Es bastante para ahogarme en dolor.
Incluso no sé usted causa tal dolor.

Dolor de la frialdad absurda de la noche.
 Dolor de la desesperación de un encierro abierto.
Dolor del conclusión algo que realmente no ha comenzado.
 Duela que sangra de azul en vez de rojo.

Todo es pálido y descolorado,
ambarino y ligero y amargo.
Me caigo para usted más como nuestro alcance de la distancia allí a la vista.
I de largo para usted que más como están se convierte era.

Tercero de horas de mágica,
la oscuridad es todavía chillar
como, en otras dos señales,
 El aurora asperjará el oro.

El dolor consiste en el cierre de mis ojos.
El dolor consiste en abrir el subconsciente.
El dolor consiste en tener que soñar con usted.
El dolor consiste en despertar.

El dolor está en el pensamiento de su cara perfectamente otra vez cincelada.
 El dolor que me cinceló a las fibras.

“Sol Deconstruido”

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The James Habitan Video Resume

I made this multimedia resume as part of my requirements for COMSK2x. I really don’t know what to put in a resume kaya i refer myself to this Pinoy website which is all about this host from the defunct show ART-IS-KOOL . the site contains a resume of the host so I patterned mine from his. Okay ba?

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A J-Blog Files Anniversary Special: “WHAT?! PATI KAW?” (Special J-Blog Coverage)

    Flashes: March 24, 2007 9:54 AM. I posted an entry called “Just Before Graduation” for which I contemplated myself on the years that I was in SJA 24 hours before I graduated from high school.

    Nung nakaraang Wednesday, nagkaroon ng isang miting de avance sa may Plaza V para maipakilala sa CSB student body ang mga tatakbo sa kasalukuyang nangyayaring halalan para sa mga bakanteng posisyon ng Student Council. Bawat kandidato ipinakilalal nila ang sarili nila at ang kanilang adyenda’t plataporma ng kanilang pangangampanya.

    May tatlong partido na kalahok sa halalan kung hindi ako nagkakamali. Ang isa ay ang League of United Students (ngayon lang pumasok sa isip ko, puwede pala sila makilala sa acronym na LUSt, hehehe joke…), isa naman ay ang BAKAS party (hindi ko alam kung ano ibig sabihin ng BAKAS…hmmmm…) at ang ay isa ay independiente.

    Ang tatakbong SC president ay ang kasalukuyang incumbent na pangulo ng konseho na tumatakbo sa ilalim ng LUSt banner, si Jean Kim. Iyung independent naman ay kilala  ngayon bilang kandidatong nagsasagawa ng isang “silent campaign” sa pamamagitan ng pangangampanya sa Benildean online community, si Zach White. Ang tatakbo sa ilalim ng partidong BAKAS ay hindi ka alam ang pangalan, kaya mamaya ko itsetsek iyung list uli ng mga tatakbo.

    Bukod pa sa posisyon ng pangulo, ang iba pang open posisyons ay ang pagka-bise presidente ng iba’t ibang mga kumite ng SC. Isa sa mga tatakbo doon ay isang kakilala ko na hindi ko muna babanggitin. Clue: Bahagi siya ng partido BAKAS (Check ko uli kung tama ako).

    Bukopd kay Zach, hindi ko pa alam kung ano ang mga platform ng ibang kandidato pero inaasahan ko na makikipag ugnayan na ang bagong SC sa susunod na taon para sa kapakanan ng mga interes ng mga estudyante. Heto siguro ang mga problema na dapat bigyan ng pansin sa susuond na taon:

1. Pagkakilanlan ng mga estudyante sa mga kinatawan nila sa itaas.
2. Mabilis na pagresponde sa mga pangangailangan ng mga estudyante (Better student response service).
3. Harmonious na  relasyon sa pagitan ng mga propesor at mag-aral.
4. Pamimigay ng handbook sa LAHAT ng mga mag-aaral at hindi piling pili.
5. Efficient at kapakipakinabang CSB intranet (with E-mail, message boards, and the like)
6. Paggamot sa student apathy mentality.
7. Actual student involvement not just outside of the school but inside.
8. Kooperasyon ng lahat ng mga student organziations sa CSB.
9. Maayos na enlistement/enrollment procedures (meaning mas maayos na SIS)
10. Mas improved na guidance para sa mga bagong batch nang mga froshes (not froshies but froshes).

Good luck sa mga tatakbo!

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What My Name Mean (Got It From Alex)

http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp

You entered: Jaime Luis Sibucao Habitan

There are 23 letters in your name.
Those 23 letters total to 89
There are 12 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.
 
What your first name means:

Spanish Male Supplanter.
Spanish Female Pet form of James used as a woman’s name.
Scottish Male Variant of Jacob Supplanter.
Scottish Female Pet form of James used as a woman’s name.

Your number is: 8

The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.

The expression or destiny for #8:
Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.

The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.

As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.

The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means:
With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.

The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn’t appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 5

An Inner Dream number of 5 means:
You dream of being totally free and unrestrained by responsibility. You see yourself conversing and mingling with the natives in many nations, living for adventure and life experiences. You imagine what you might accomplished.

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The CSB Experience: What Could Be My Schedule for Next Term Next Year

    Initially I wanted an all-morning schedule but us 107 SDA people  are being  dead last again (for the last time at least). All the good classes were alreadyv talen so here I am again…searching for at least a very flexible schedule. Now here it is:

MWF Joseriz            DFSB     2:30-3:30    A910
MWF Oralcom Lec    LLF1      3:40-4:40    M403
W      Basicom         DMAE    5:00-9:00    A909
T       Oralcom Lab    LLF1      9:40-11:10  M403
TH     Cathwor          DFS7      1:00-2:30   A916
TH     Philien            A0E        4:20-5:50   M508
S       Petwoda         GOA       12:00-2:00 MULTRM

Thanks!

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How I Spend My Holy Week

Miyerkules Santo:
-I only have one class for that day (Philoma) so pumasok pa rin ako.
-Hindi dumating si “Coach” Bernardo kaya FREE CUT
-Dapat aantayin ko iyung classmate ko sa COMSK2x na si Arni kaso di ko siya matext (la na akong load), at since maaga, kailangan ko ring umalis kaagd.
-From 1pm until 4.30 pm, I stayed at my tito’s house sa Malabon para magpahinga. Aalis kasi sana ako nang 2 para dumiretso sa Bayan (San Agustin) para magpractice ng violin para sa recital ko sa SJA this coming Tuesday.
-I spent the rest of the day watching TV at home as well as checking messages at the DLS-CSB-SDA-MMA Y! group kung saan naging mainit na usapan ang dalawang threads doon, ang “Handbook Problems” na sinimulan ko at ang Enlistment problem na thread addrssed kay Sir Dave Caballero.
-Listend to the Brewrats for the second and last time at 99.5 HiT FM. Wala na kasi HiT by Easter eh.

Huwebes Santo
-Gumising ako (Siyempre)
-NagPC kaagad
-Nag-brunch with my family
-Nagvisita Iglesia
-Nagmerienda sa Chowking Pasig
-Umuwi
-Kumain ng dinner
-Natulog
-Nanood muna ng Hana Kimi Japan at Taiwan pala bago matulog

Biyernes Santo
-Inayos ko ang mga posisyon ng kagamitan ko sa room ko. Bukas ko pa itinuloy ko
-Gumawa ng movie para sa prof ko sa PE
-Nanood ng NewsWatch
-Kumain
-Natulog

Sabado de Gloria
-Pilit gumising hanggang sa umahon na sa kama ng bandang alas otso
-Kumain ng lugaw
-Naglinis ng kuwarto ko
-Naghukay ng mga puwede ko nang itapon mula sa room ko (karamihan kasi di akin eh)
-Kumain ng seafood for lunch
-Sinipon dahil sa alikabok ngmga basura sa kuwarto ko
-Naligo kaninang bandang tanghali
-Nagsietsa
-Gumising
-Nanood ng TV
-Nagcomputer
-Itutuloy ang tinatapos na project sa Filip
-May binasang email na nakaforward sa kanya
-Nagboblog
-Natulog

Pasko ng Pagkabuhay
-Gigising ng maaga
-Makikining ng radyo bago mag ala sais
-Dyo-jogging along the Malabon-Bulacan-Valenzeula Border
-Magsisimba
-Pupunta sa Malabon
-Uuwi
-Matutulog

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The CSB Experience: DLS-CSB SC President Aspirant Forwarded this Message to me

    Gulat ako nang may natanggap ako kanina na email from Zach White, the much-talked about aspirant vying for the position of Student Council President. Mukhang he made his presence known at the midst of the trouble happening within the MMA community. Too bad, he got me confused with the guy having enlistment problems…

———- Forwarded message ———-
From: Zach White <xakqri@gmail.com>
Date: Sat, Mar 22, 2008 at 6:29 PM
Subject: May solusyon na sa mga problema ninyo!!! ZACH WHITE for SC President
To: jlhabitan@yahoo.com, carlos_00120@yahoo.com

Hello guys!
 
It seems that you’ve been the talk of the town of the MMA Community.
 
Jaime, I share your, and others in your batch, sentiments about academic advising. It does really take a while for the advisers to approve your enlisted courses. I think the problem there was no body had informed you that it would take that long, and that the advisers had to do their jobs and “advise” you on the subjects to be taken.
 
Carlos, I couln’t agree with you more on giving the frosh fair warning about the guidelines regarding the borrowing of equimpment from ML0. I also experienced the same thing when I was a frosh.
 
Well, ang masasabi ko lang, CSB is a long way from being perfect, there is still so much that can be done.
A bit of good news for you: All of that can be addressed through the Student Council…
 
Why is it just now that you hear of this SC? It has been in turmoil for the longest time. You might not know this but I am running for SC President. My biggest action for the SC is to bring the Student Council to the Students.

 
I am also an Frosh Orientor, and part of what I am pushing for if elected to be SC President is to inform the frosh of the small details that will prove to be points of big issues when something goes wrong. Such as academic advising and the handbook problems issue.
 
For more information feel free to click on this link http://ivotezach.multiply.com
or add me up on y!messenger my id is: u.zach
 
If you like what you read, please do not forget to
vote ZACH WHITE for SC PRESIDENT on March 27-31 2008,
at polling stations at CSB-Main, SDA and AKIC campuses
 
and please help me in spreading the word to your batchmates, blockmates and friends!!!!
as I am effecting a silent campaign to illustrate that I do not need to draw attention to myself in order to work
 
Animo Benilde!
Zach White

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I Can No Longer Buy Lozada’s Crybaby Face!

   The controversial and anomalous national broadband deal between the government and Chinese telecommunications firm, ZTE Corp. is now getting out of hand. Just early this February, one star-witness fled at a time that he was supposed to appear before a Senate hearing.

   A few days later, he came home crying in front of media people at a press conference, accompanied by nuns and, (alas!) the La Salle brothers. He claimed that he was abducted by what he perceived to be members of the Presidential Security Group the moment he stepped out from his plane coming from Hong Kong. 

   Forward to a mere week ago: Lozada is having a grand time in his life having campus tours and church tours all over the country as well as visiting Anti-GMA rallies from left to right! Hmmm…someting’s really wrong here…

   One thing’s for sure, I’m heck sick of seeing Jun Lozada’ face gracing the headlines on TV news programs as well as the frontpage of every major daily in the land. People are calling for a another pepople power revolution, demanding the resignation of La Emperador+A, and the formation of a transitional government (the last one are words mentioned by no less than the one GMA toppled 7 years ago, Joseph Estrada). I think all this fame is getting to his head.

   Although I’m all go applauding him for his expose over the anomalies in the multi-billion broadband deal, he is now letting himself (willingly) be used by the ever politically motivated senators and other staunch critics of the administration for their own agenda.

   One fine example is Senadora Jamby “La Incompetencia” Madrigal, who’s looking for things she perceived as the working of Malacanang. Too bad she failed miserably as she was proven otherwise that she is indeed wrong. Proof? Maybe the “Copy for F.G.” document should skae up your memory banks. She believes that this certain document had something to do with the person with the initials she thinks, stands for either “First Gangster”, First Goon”, or “First Gentleman”. Oh, how low can she get! Instead of praises, she got bashed by the National Economic Development Authority as well as the Chinese Embassy as the copy she claims as authentic is not at all it is. The original document in actuallity have a handwritten note saying it is a copy for F.G.P of this certain division within NEDA. Now she’s calling for a probe on high tech trucks in Subic which are way out of her league (she’s the chairman on the women and youth committee after-all). Because of her incompetency, fellow Sen. Pia Cayetano reminded her of what she should be doing, but what she got is being called a horse by Jamby (Now should Judy Ann Santos endorse her again in 2010, she should think twic if she want her to be in government again).

   Another is the ever anti-admin senator Ping Lacson. To prove that GMA and her husband had something to do with the NBN deal, he presented different people who claim to be witnesses of the said deal. Instead of giving concrete statements, what they gave are a bunch of inconsistent lies…If only Ping have thought of presenting them on one occasion and not on separte days…(Pasikat kasi na naman)

   I’m not saying that the people from the adminstration are not at fault, people like CHED chair Romulo Neri should avoid hiding from the Senate and tell them what he really do know about the deal while he was still NEDA secretary, instead of excusing himself, citing executive privilege (which is way outdated because EO 464 barring executive officials from appearing in such session was recently called off).

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Going back to Lozada, i think he’s becoming more of a jerk than a hero. His loppy crybaby face is giving me more of a headache nowadays. Maybe beause of the media popularity he got from all this messes, he became overconfident and anything that he says is increasingly focused on Malacanang. He’s one liner stinit would be the now famous quote “Moderate your greed” eanred him praises from radical groups like Bayan, and Anakpawis. But what really reflects his overconfidence is his increasingly disturbing Malakanayang-related quoatable quote.

   Now the Catholic Bishops Conference of the Philippines (CBCP) led by its leader Archbishop Angel Lagdameo had made its apolitical stance towards the issue. Instead of accepting the rule of the many, some critical bishops rejected the stance, primarliyy the three bishops, Bishop Bacani of Novaliches, Bishop Oscar Cruz of Lingayen-Dagupan, and BIshop Deogracias Iniguez of Caloocan. Personally, what the CBCP did is right, other than unconstitutionally meddle themselves directly in politics.

   The CBCP also recently barred priests from celebrating Mass with Jun Lozada in his provincial tour as he is (and actually is!) using the Holy Mass as a political venue. Instead of respecting the CBCP’s decision, he (a devout Catholic) remakred that even in having Mass, the Palace continues to stop him. Even before the CBCP had made the order, Lozada had previously remarked about this before when he, with Cory Aquino (whcih I no longer idolize), and his supporters were not allowed to have Mass at the Sto. Domingo Church because “the administration had made a pre-scheduled Mass there”. His reaction: “Pati ba naman sa simbahan…[sinusundan pa rin ako] ng Malakanyang”.

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Even on his campus tour, he made a career out of making bad remarks to the administration, without even proving yet in court they were in fact are directly involved with the overpricing of the NBN deal. I don’t know with you but what does many people know may not actually be true at all. Whar if the so-called truth may not be the truth that we were looking for?

   During his tour at a Cebu-based school, a fellow compatriot who’s also sick of the Mayabang Lozada asked him a very “IN YOUR FACE” question. Jun never answered his question straightly, instead accusing him of being a “Malacanang supporter” or something like that (or maybe “Pati ba ndito, nagpapadala pa ang Malakanyang nang….”). My compatriot was booed by the audience and an obvious Lozada fan made kaladkad him out of the venue. He never answered his question but he’s still being praised?!

   I’m more concerned at the different youth groups supporting for Jun Lozada and calling for GMA’s ouster. Especially those from Taft-based schools (I should know because CSB is one of them). They condemned the CBCP for not joining the cause, and blame GMA for not fulfilling her promises to the people. Other than that, any scandal that got attached to her husband, they tagged it to her. Unfair really, as in they won’t let themselves think things through thoroughly.

   First of all, GMA is the leader of more than 84 million Filipinos. She’s on the job 24/7 so her hands is always full. LIke anyhuman being she makes mistakes, accidents even, especially if she’s sit at the highest political office in the country. Don’t expect her to be a perfect know-it-all whom you want her to give the people what they want. And when she falls and never met those expectations they blame her for not doing her job. BUt Let me ask you this: Other than the usual questions of what to expect once GMA did step down from her office, 1)Kung feeling niyo na parang naghihirap kayo, ba’t di kayo humingi ng tulog sa respective local officials niyo kasi responsable nila kayo sa lahat na oras, 2)Ba’t di kayo magreklamo ukol sa performance ng mga mayors, kaptian ninyo?, 3)Kayo ba, may ginawa kayo para umunlad ang PIlipinas?, 4)To he militants of UP, an increase in the tuition fee there is critically necessary that’s wy you have to forego with the increase. The last tuition fee increase was more than 20 years ago so it is but right to adjust them to 2008 levels. We all know that education is a right but not a privilege, how could UP give you the quality of education that you deserve if they lack the resources to give you one? 5)Are all arguments attached to Jun Lozada and the problems faced by the Philippines justifiable to have GMA removed from office? 6)GMA’s husband should be the one booed at not GMA. GMA already canceled the NBN deal way before it was implemented so why make sita to her?

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People, I tell you, that time for change is now. People Power yes, we do need but not a people power dictated by opportunist people and “nagmamakalinis” people like Cory Aquino and Jose de Venecia. Yes, we do need to search the truth but we don’t need people like JUn Lozada nor Erap to  know what to do.

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To the La Salle Brothers, though there’s nothing wrong with keeping sanctuary to Jun, sana po talaga di kayo mahalo sa kaguluhang ito, and calling for Gloria’s resignation does not help either.

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To the youth of the nation, we have the power to change our country’s direction as we are to become the next set of leaders to this land. Let’s make a turn to the better by studying to become productive members of society that can really make effective change. Let us learn not from what was taught to us by our elders but to what we are being taught by our country now. Walang pag-asa kasi wala tayong ginagawa para dito, imbes na mag reklamo, magsumikap para magkaroon ng pagbbago sa bayan natin!

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Jun Lozada, ang yabang mo na!

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