| Start: | Jul 6, ’08 |
| Location: | Pescadores, Tonsuya, Malabon |
Birthday ni Inaanak! Saya!
| Start: | Jul 6, ’08 |
| Location: | Pescadores, Tonsuya, Malabon |
Birthday ni Inaanak! Saya!
Well, this is a rather low-down. I think there comes a time that there’s a point in your lfie where you ask yourself “Tama pa ba ang ginagawa ko?” or “Tama ba ang napili kong ‘to”. that’s when you knew that the word “shifting” comes in handy.
I for one don’t really approve of seeing my colleagues shift to another course since they already made a choice in the first and they have to with it. But given their reasons, they do have a point. I never knew that the ‘shifting bug’ would catch me.
Now we have this report in Hartds-1 and somehow, my professor more or less congratulated our group for a well-researched material despite having some flaws. A Korean classmate of mine who in the group also congratulated plus he made compliment of of my knowledge of the matter. Then I joked around with another classmate that where I said thatb “where I lack in practical creativity, I get back with artistic intelligence” and we were just laughing. But all of a sudden it hit me.
Then something came up and I was like “I’m good at knowing things”, “…But I can’t do what my ‘ka-course’ can actually do”. Yeah negative thoughts really bring me down. All my words may seem typical from an Art Management student, I reckon.
I asked myself, “What will happen if I was an AM student? What would that be like? Hmmm….”. It was so not like me to say these but if given a second chance, then maybe I culd excel at being an expert in the arts.
But no. I refuse to do so. Shifting is far from my agenda in college. ABMMA is still the best course and I’m just having sophomoric blues. I hate it when people experience that!
In one way or another, the clever fool shouldn’t be discouraged. Yeah!
Left Out
…*bow*…
I.
When I step foot on this place
I knew that something’s new is gonna take place
A sense of wonder and mystic
But never realized, I’m not being realistic.
II.
I try to join this, I try to join that
Hoping that I could be something that I am not.
I try to fit in, I try to get along
But somehow I get bump along the road
Got a rift with two of my blockmates
Seen by others as an irrate.
I never lost faith in keeping myself sane
as I try to be the one and the same.
III.
Adjusting is a very hard thing to do
Especially if the’re things that you will have to bid adieu.
I knew that my ventures had bore nothing
Even from the moment I left from their wing.
IV.
There’s one I see then as a role model
but realized that it is not, oh well..
A proper goodbye would’ve been okay
But they let me go before I had something to say.
Their lifestyle I cannot conform,
A lifestyle I ran away from.
V.
I envy some of the people
Who have, who play, and who knows;
As I never realized that there other things in store for me
I made myself believe that I’m nothing more but “nothing”.
I began to think things in the negative
But need to wake up to see things clearly and positive.
VI.
Depressing as it may sound, I try to put myself together
For sure that such things don’t last forever.
Things may come and go,
But for life, it isn’t so.
I know my time will certainly come
And for sure I won’t be left out.
THE END
[Note: This is serious]
Yesterday was a rather tense day for me. I don’t want to accuse anyone who was caught redhanded for taking something away from me by way of a CCTV footage. But right now I’m close to pursuing the person identified for alleged stealing.
Okay here it goes. Around 12:30 pm, I logged myself out of PC-8 in comlab Rm. A1002 (SDA building) because of hygienic reasons. Then I came down to the 9th floor in preparation of my 1pm class. It was only there did I noticed that my I-pod was not in my bag and completely forgot that I brought it out earlier to download some file back in 1002.
Believing that I was only away for a few minutes, at 12:45 I came back but my Ipod was nowhere to be found. I asked the technician at the MLO if they found an item left around 12:30. They said i should come back around 2 so i could ask one of them who wasn’t in the office that time. 2 pm came and I hurriedly came back to the MLO but they have no clue about the whereabouts of my missing item.
2:30 pm came and I have an hour and half hour before my next class would commence. So I tok the opportunity to investigate further. I went to the GAS Office upon the recommendations of the MLO but from there I was sent to the OSB to check if ever someone had found it and had it surrendered at the lost-and-found of the OSB. At OSB, they don’tt have any record of such. I almost gave up by hopes were raised when they said I should check out the people manning the security cameras installed inside the comlabs.
To the MLO again I go and there I was able to gain access to the raw footages they recorded from the time I left 1002. from what I’ve observed, there was one who came in just as I left 1002. “He” logged himself on PC-16 which is across the PC I just used. There, he was swinging his chair and came across something near the area around PC-8. He swings himself more then stand up and went out of the room. Moments later, he came back in and took that he saw andput it into his bag. he logged himself out, left the room but that was before he took another thing found near PC-8 (My USB cord was attached with my I-pod so that was missing too). There, we saw the culprit, next phase: identification.
I asked the technician (Mang Rene) if he could check the names of students who logged in and out from PC-16 between 12:30 to 1:00 pm. From there we narrowed it down further from the time I logged out to the time the suspect logged himself out from PC-16 based on the footage. Finally, we identified the name of the student. I won’t say the name but what I can tell you is that it’s not a “he” but a “she-he”. Currently I aired my complaint before the SDA Security Office and the OSB as well. As of now, they will try to contact with the suspect for questioning and present before her evidence of the alleged stealing.
I have no intention of filing a case against her unless I am sure of her intentions of taking the item, whether she would have it surrendered at the OSB’s main office back at Main or keep it for herself. I really hope that I’d be able to get through this.
Yup, believe it or not, ngayon lang ako makakaranas ng actual na Araw ng Maynila kasi last year nahulog lang yata ito sa isang weekend so wala rin. Buti nga lang ngayong Monday eh walang pasok. Meaning more time for me to do my homework.
Actually three things to do this weekend: Philien Powerpoint Report about Poetry this Thursday, sa Hartds-1 eh gagawa ako ng “Artwork” na illuminated manuscript iyung parang medieval na Bibliya atsaka isang powerpoint presentation rin para sa Hartds-1 tungkol naman sa Medieval art and architecture simula Early Christian to Byzantine to Goth to Romanesque.
Kainis kasi dapat Gothic architcure ang samin at dapat July 2 kaso ewan ko sa prof ko, pinaaga kasi midterms na kaagad namin sa 2 at isinama pa ung iba pang art forms ng middle ages eh supposed to be Gothic Art and Architecure ang irereport namin. Ang nakakainis eh ako na naman ang ginawang lider ng mga grupong kinasasangkutan ko sa Philien a Hartds-1! Wagghh!
Kaya habang lunes pa lang ako ay magtatrabaho para at least walang aberya ang mangyayari. Bukas rin bibili ako ng mga materyales para magkakagawa ako ng lintek na manuscript na yan.
This is not the kind of Hartds-1 I would have imagined taking, good thing I have only less than 7 weeks to endure this $#!%.
Happy Manila Day na lang!
PInanood na samin ni Sir Dangat kung ano ang maari gawin namin bilang finals project sa Joseriz. Di ko sure kung sino ang mga magiging mga ka-grupo ko pero may naisip na akong konsepto dahil nainspired ako sa isang movie na ginawa ng mga dating estudyante ni Mr. Dangat.
Title: “Mga Munting Pangarap ni Pepe”
Theme: Mga naging occupations ni Jose Rizal nung nabububuhay pa siya.
Synopsis: May isang bata na nagreresearch tungkol sa buhay ni Rizal. Nalaman niya na ang daming mga trabaho’t iba pang occupations si Rizal. Napaisip isip kung paano nagawa yon lahat ni Rizal sa lalong madaling panahon. Nagthought bubble at inisip na bakanagkaroon siyang multiple personalities. Rizal the “doctor”, rizal the “writer”, rizal the “lover”, rizal the “womanizer”, rizal the “husband”, rizal the “son”, etc.
Title: “Pepe’s Little Women”
Theme: The many women of Rizal
Synopsis: Si Noli at Aya ay may JoseRiz project kaya nung binuksan nila ang libro ng biography ni Rizal, tumalon sila bigla sa isang mahiwagang bola at nag”tingininginingininging…”. Dumating sila sa iba’t ibang panahon ng buhay ni rizal kasama ang mga babae sa buhay niya mula kay Leonor Rivera (Morena) hanggang kay Oseisan (naka-Otaku dapat) hanggangt kay Josephine Bracken (nagsusuot ng Irish Green). Modern setting nga lang kasi mahal ang costume.
Title: “The Pepe Game”
Theme: Q&A’s about Rizal
Synposis: Isang Game show titled the Pepe Game is a guessing game/quiz show. Bawat contestant. Dapat alam nila lahat ng tungkol kay Rizal by filling in the blanks and a wheel of fortune-like letter guessing game. Winner will win a trip to Avenida Rizal corner Blumentritt St.
Ang aga-aga feeling ko nagiging routinic na naman ang buhay ko hehehehe.
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‘La magawa, naantok pa ako!
| Start: | Jun 24, ’08 |
| Location: | Manila |
Walang Pasok!