The CSB Experience: Expectations, Goals, Ambitions, Adjustments, etc.

    In less than 60 hours away, I’ll be packing up my bags and leave my house for college. Well, it’s a jeepney and LRT ride away from Valenzuela all the way to Taft so it shouldn’t be a problem for me if transportation is concerned. What I’m worried about are the things I will meet once I get inside the Taft campus.

Expectations
-I expect myself to increase my study hours so as not to fail any of my subjects since it is hard to make up for it.
-I expect my full attention to any lectures given by our teachers. I really have to get myself out of daydreaming, it really sucks bigtime!
-I expect myself to be fully confident in pursuing lifelong interests. Walang hiya-hiyadapat  kasi kung gusto ko iyon, eh di go for it!
-I expect a code-switching crisis between speaking ESL and the national vernacular.

Goals
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My number one goal is to finish my schooling so I really have to take one step at a time.
-next goal is to have my time organized. Since I have a non-consecutive schedule (hindi sunud-sunod bawat araw), I really have to make the best out of it.
-Last is  to make friends with the guys from my block. It’s hard to get around of you don’t know anyone.

Ambitions
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I want to finish college no matter what.
-I want to change my after-school lifetsyle.
-I want to make sure that I don’t forget anything important.
-I want to leave my clumsiness in high school for all eternity.

Adjustments
-I have to adjust myself from Malabon to Taft Ave.
-I have to adjust myself to the traditions being followed in Benilde.
-I have to adjust myself to the rules and regulations being placed upon all Benildeans.
-I have to adjust myself to my different schedules throughout the week.
-I have to adjust myself from taking pictures almost everyday and turning them into slideshow movies. I have to stick it to my mind that I’m no longer in SJA.
-I have to adjust myself to get along with people with different personalities.
-Last is that I have to adjust myself to the street life of Manila.

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When She Left Me Part 4

    An alarmed clock rings. Larry gotup and looked at it. The clock reads 5:30 am, time to prepare the twins’ lunches. He went downstairs to make breakfast. From the fridge, Larry brought out some eggs, bacon, frozen hotdogs and cheese. He also took a box of pancake mix from the kitchen shelf. In no time at all, breakfast is now ready.

    To ease the Macalajoc’s growing expense, Larry sent their maid home but assured her that he will need her if he is now financially stable to pay for her services. For that, Larry has to make up for it by working thrice as hard: as a househusband, as a single father, as a working dad. Fortunately, Larry is one heck of an organizer. He made a weekly schedule from which he will follow all things that he has to do on any particular day. He even wrote all upcoming events so to make sure he wn’t forget them.

    Speaking fo events, Larry almsot forgot that the day after Thursday is the twins’ school play! Adding to it is today is Thursday. He quickly remebered that he promised them that he’ll invite their mom. he reach out for his cellphone but he hesitates. He’s not sure if Marla would care enough too see her own children but for the twins’ sake, he called her anyway.

    Marla’s phone is ringing, Larry’s anxiously awaits her answer. The phone keeps on ringing but Marla didn’t answer. He was about to hang up his cellphone when a voice prompt suddenly spoke. He listened and it was actually Marla’s voice messenger, so he recorded his voice so later Marla would hear it soon.

    His wife’s phone was in loudespeaker mode and was picked up by Marla herself. The phone’s screen appeared and asked Marla if she wants to delete the voice message, she press “yes”. A tear fell from her eye.

To be continued

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Hello to all. My name is Jaime Luis Sibucao Habitan. You can simply call me Jaime (Hay-meh) or just James (my mom already thought of James earlier before Jaime Luis before I was born. She said she named me after James Taylor).

I was born on August 31, 1990 in Manila. I grew up in a simple neighborhood in Valenzuela City. I spent my pre-school and elementary school days in Saint Mary Montessory Ctr before we stayed in the United States for a year. there I respent Grade 4 and experienced 5th Grade in Falls Church Virginia. I spent the sixth garde and my high school years in Saint james Academy on July 1, 2002 after we came back.

Now after graduating high school, I’m now ready to step outr and face the harsh challenges that I’ll be facing once I enter college. I am now enrolled in De La Salle-College of Saint Benilde, taking up my AB in Multimedia Arts.

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J.I.A. (James In America): May 18, 2001 Friday

    Oh gulat na kayo ‘no? Naalala ko pa rin ang araw na iyon kasi ang remembrance ko para malala ang petsa ay dahil linggo ng eleksyon iyopn eh. May 14 ng Lunes ay mid-term elections kaya heto pa rin still remembering the good ol’ times.

    O sige, stick with the program na ako. Ang araw na ito ang nagbukas ng pinto sa akin sa bago kong mundo, sa baong tirahan at sa bagong pagkakataon na maari kong gawin. Nasa Amerika na kami ng mga kapatid kasama ang mga magulang ko at ng lola ko. Nung May katorse pa pumasok sina Ate’t Kuya sa eskwelahan na H.W. Longfelow Middle School. Unfortunately, kahit nung nasa SJA sila ay incoming 3rd year at 2nd year high school sila respectively,  bumaba ng ilang taon kasi ayon sa US standards, ang ga kagaya nina Ate ay dapat pumapasok pa lang sa middle school kaya si Kuya nasa 7th Grade at si Ate sa 8th Grade.

    Ako, pina-spend uli ako ng Grade 4 kasi May na, isang buwan bago matapoas ang current school year 2000-2001.

    PInakilala ako sa vice principas ng eskwelahan (Haycock Elementary School) na si Mrs. Docery. Mabait siya at tinulungan kami ng bunso ko na mabigyan ng quick tour ng school. Kaso, kailanagan muna namin maging tahimik kasi nagrereview ang buong student body para sa nalalapit nilang SOL Test (Standards of Learning). Eventually, pinakilala na ako sa m,giging homeroom teacher ko sa inassign saking section sa 4th Grade. Pangalan ng bago kong guro ay si Mrs. Shoemaker, malaking babae na may orange na buhok. Bahala na raw siya sakin sabi ng parents ko kaya iniwan na nila ako.

    PInagpatuloy niya ang quick tour sa’kin, ang clinic, ang mga fountains na nakadikit sa mga pader, ang super liit na comlab, at siyempre ang kalooban ng bago kong magiging silid-aralan. Kainis nga at wala akong dala masyadong mga gamit, naiwan ko pa ang bagong bili sa’king binder na may mga lamang papel na pin-uncher na may tatlong butas. Wala pa nga akong dalang lapis, sobrang kahihiyan ang naramdaman ko pero ok lang. Wala naman akong paki kasi dumating na ang mga magiging mga kamag-aral ko sa nalalabing buwan ng 4th quarter. Nagulat na sila nang makita ako. Nagsilapitan ang karamihan sa’kin.

    Tapos, pinatayo ako ng Mrs. Shoemaker para magpakilala ako sa kanila. Medyo nahihiya ako’t kinakabahan. Nagsasalita nga lang ako nanginginig na ang mga binti ko pati na rin ang pananalita ko. Hindi kasi ako sanay na mag-Ingles na ganoong kadalas. Kung magpakilala nga ako parang kinekuwento ko na buong buhay ko kaso sobrang nahihiya kasi ako kasi ngayon lang ako kumausap gamit ang wikang hindi namana talaga ako komportableng gamitin. Iyun nga lang, naulit iyon nung bumalik ako sa Pilipinas at naakapag-aral sa SJA. Pinaupo ako sa dulo, ang mga katabi ko sa upuan ko ay mga naging friend ko, si Will, si April, at si Artium. Medyo halo nga kami dito ng lahi, may Hudyo, may Ruso, may Koreano, at pati Malaysian.

    Maaga pa rin naman at katatapos pa lang ng unang klase, ang sumunod na kasi eh, kung nalala ko pa eh PE na. Ang teacher ko sa PE ay si Mrs. Krenzberger. Ang pinalaro lang samin ay isang ball game na kung tawagin ay “SIberian” kaso di ko sure nga kung ito ang tawag kasi parang walang pinagiba sa touchball kasi layuinin nito ay hati sa dalawng grupo, pareho magbabatuhan ng bola sa kabilang grupo.

    Ang nakakatuwa, saya nilang makita ako, as in super excited! Sigaw sila ng sigaw na “We have a new student!!” Paulit ulit ito.  Suwerte ko nga kasi special day iyon, may one time experience kami na maglaro ng bowling sa labas ng school grounds. May isang saskyan na may built-in na bowling alley. First time ko rin naman, pinauna na rin ako. 1st try, bio pero nd is a charm, ‘ika nga. nakatumba ako ng halos buong set.

    Sumunod ay tanghalian na, pinapunta na kami sa canteen (o cafeteria). Bawat isa ay nakalinya at may hawak na tray. Ang linyang iyon ay papunta sa kusina kung saan self-service ang pagkuha namin sa mga kakainin namin.Problema nga lang, pagpasok ko, ang mga kasamahan k ay may mga student money cards na maihahambing sa mga totoong credit cards. Wala akong gaon pero ksince first day ko nga naman, libre muna sakin. Gulat ako sa mga nakita ko! Merong mga nakahandang mga milk cartons, na may lamang gatas! Can you bvelieve it, totoo pala ang ga ito, di pala kungwarian ang mga nakikita natinsa TV. Siyempre, ang kinuha ko ay yung chocolate na gatas. Then, isang pre-made PBJ sandwich ang kunha ko pati mga assortment ng mga pagkain na mula sa lahat ng limang food groups!

    Siyempre, inofferan ako ng upuan. Mga katabi ko sina Eliot, Will, APril, Rachel, Clementine, Artium at marami pang mga onlookers. Siyemperds, kinakbahan ako. Mga tanong nila ay “What’s your name?”, “Where are you from?”, “Where in the place is the Philippines?”.
ANo kaya no, kung Amerikano ako at new student pa sa Pilipinas, anong klaseng treatment kaya ang mararanasan ko? As of this writing, naalala ko tuloy si Raymond Anderson nung 2nd Year. Kung anong harassment ang ginawa nina Marriz sa kanya, kawawa naman iyon. Kung magturo sila ng Tagalog, di tagalog ang tinuturo kungdi panay mura! Nasaan na ba ang Pinoy hospitality diyan? Haay.

    Balik sa kwento ko, trenta minutos lang ang lunch time na nakalaon sa 2 section ng grade four at di siya sabaya sa 2 pang section at ng ibang grade level. Buti nga lang nakita ko ung Pinoy friend ko sa school na si Abe Guniguindo nasa Grade 5. Di kaagad kami pinaalis pero pinaupo kami sa sahig malapit sa upuan. Orderly dapat at 2 maayos na linya ang dapat makikita. Inisip ko tuloy ano na next. Sabi nina William, recess na! “Recess?!” Kakakain ko nga l;ang, mag-rerecess na? Siyempre, iba ang indset ko ukol sa “Recess” at hindi ang tipo na recess na nararanasan sa SJA. Ang iniisip ko na recess that time ay lalabas at maglalaro kaso, praktikal ba iyon kung bagong kain ka. Sayang nga lang at di ako nakapagtanong kung bakit.

    recess nga, medyo ang soccer field sa tabi ay medyo mabato, di advisable na gamitin kaya inanyaya na lang ako maglaro ng soccer sa blacktop. Di nga lang ako tumagal ng 5 minutes kasi, tinamaan ako kaagad ng soccer ball deretso sa mukha ko. Salamat na lang, di basag ang salamin na suot ko, or worse: pati mukha ko baka mabasag.

Umayaw na ako sa paglalaro pero nangako naman ako na makikipaglaro ako sa kanila ng soccer kapag handa na ako. Lumibot ako sa buong playground at nasiyahan kasi kumpleto sila sa mga pasilidad. Di siya kagaya sa playground sa dating school ko na halos wasak na pero ginagamit pa rin. 30 minutes ang recess pero parang isang oras sdahil sa sobrang saya ko.

    for the rest of that period, nagswing lang ako, saya kasi ibang klaseng swing ang naransan ko. Matangkad ang structure, matibay ang chain at hindi kahoy ang upuan kungdi rubber. Ang playground area, bukod sa blacktop na reserve for basketball and the like, ay binubuo rin ng sangkatutak na wood chips. Di ko mapaliwanag pero lupa siya na kinoberan ng wood chips. Mga sixty -plus degrees celsius nung araw na iyon, ang suot ko ay t-shirt, maong pants at sweater na pambalot sakin kapag palabas ng bahay. Kapag hindi naman, tinatanggal ko ito whenever I’m inside (konyotik naman tong panunulat ko).

Last two periods na, ang una ay Social Studies. Siyempre, wala akong ka-ayde-idea sa mga lesson nila sa Social. Ang tinuturo sa mga 4th grades d2 ang kasaysayan ng Commonwealth of Virginia at ang geography nito. Doon ko nalaman na mga higit sa limang rehiyon ang humahati sa VA. Ito ay ayon sa klima, physical resources at demograhic differences.

Ang huli naman ay ang ayaw kong subject kailanman, MATH! AAHGGGG! Bale, surprised ako kasi past lesson na para sakin ang lesson nila nug time na iyon. Dividing long division Using Decimals. Bale, iba ang method nila, ang decimals, binabag nila at ginagawa nilang mga fractions. Kungwari 1 over 2 is 0.5, sa kanilang hindi decimal method ang ginagamit kungdi fraction method, deretso na kaagad one half ang ilalagay nila. Well, naninibago ako kaya halos mali ang nasasagot ko sa decimal method ako, sila hindi.

    3:20 na ng hapon. Uwian na, excited na ako sa mga mangyayari pagpasok ko na sa susunod na lunes. Kaso, di kaagad puede umuwi kasi by order siya. Meaning una ay ang Walkers o ang maglalakd lang pauwi, tapos Kiss and Ride, yung mga susunduin ng ga magulang nila sa parking lot and then yung mga saskay sa mga school bus. Excited nga ako sa school bus, buti nga naaalala ko na bus no. 1 ang naassign samin, kasi ang lugar namin, malapit sa ginagamit nilang ruta. Tumakbo ao palabas para hanapin si Jorge kaso pinigilan ako ng mga student patrol at nagsasabing bawal tumakbo. Nagpaliwanang ako na kailangan ko lang hanapin yung bunso ko para makaskay na kami sa bus. Eventually, nagkita kaming dalawa at magkatabi kami ng upo. Busmate rin namin si Abe (na nasa Ateneo na nag-aaral ngayon).

Ang saya ng pakiramdam ko nung panahong iyon. Simula na kasi ito ng bagong pakikipagsapalaran for me. Bagong tao, bagong maiiwasa, bagong pakikisamahan, bagong aatupagin at marami pang iba. Doon ko lang naramdaman ang pakiramdam kung paano pala maging isang estudyante sa Amerika. Ganoon pala ang feeling. Start na rin iyon ng magiging pangmatagalan na samahan sa mga naging malalapit ko nang kaibigan na friends ko na rin sa FACEBOOK.

Sa Haycock ko na rin naransan ang huling beses na matawagan ako sa palayaw ko na James imbes na Jaime. Nalilito nga sila sa pangalan ko eh kaya nag-stick na lang sila sa James. Di ba, saya?

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When She Left Me Part 3

    Larry was driving his kids to school when his son, Yuichi, reminded him about their school play which was to be held that coming Friday. Larry promised them that he will come as soon as he leaves work. Karla then asked if their mom is coming to watch the play, their dad suddenly became silent. The twins seems oblivious to the situation faced by their parents.

    At work, Larry tried his best to hide his personal dilemma from doing his job. But his co-workers began to notice a change in his actions, from making decisions to worker-to-worker conversations. Not soon after, rumors began to circulate about Larry’s failed marriage. Larry’s employees began to create their own theories but hi didn’t seem to care. Eventually, the news reached the ears of Larry’s parents. they began to worry about their son’s personal crisis.

    His mom called him on his cellphone and asked him what happened. Straight to her ear, what she feared the most came true: his daughter-in-law filing an annulment to nullify their marriage. Larry’s parents are not the kind of people who would want to make their children the perfect sons and daughters they ever had, doing what their parents wants them to do. They encouraged their son to make wise decisions and think of the possibilities that every decision may bring about. They never forced Larry and Marla to marry because they want to make sure they want them to make their decision on how they can live up to what they did.

    That night, Larry came home very tired from work. He went to the twins’ room and caught them asleep. He kissed their foreheads and while they were sleeping, he said to them this words, “What makes me still standing on my two feet is because I still have you, my children, my only family”.

    After that, he went to his room and began to cry in sorrow, unsure of he will do next the following day. He laid himself onto his bed. Next to his share of the bed lies an empty space on the other half which used to be occupied by his wife. Tears continue to flow from his eyes and as he turned off the nearby lamp, he said to himself “Good night”.

    To be continued…

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When She Left Me Part 2

    “What?!”, that was the initial reaction received by Larry from his best friend, Finz (short for Josefino Arceo). Finz was pretty much surprised on what he had just learned about Larry’s wife leaving him. He just couldn’t believe it. What kind of a woman would leave her own husband like that, he thought. Larry himself couldn’t believe that all of this is happening. They never had any serious fights, he is a one-woman man so it’s impossible that she left him for he has another woman. It just doesn’t makes sense, he thought.

    Suddenly, Finz made a theory. He thinks that Marla left him for another man. Larry just laughed it off, saying that she couldn’t do that for she was raised by her parents to be a God-fearing person. She wouldn’t do that to ruin our marriage, he says. Finz took his word back and suggested another possibility: She left him so she can file for an annulment. Larry begged to differ. “On what basis would she file for an annulment for?”, he asked. Finz suggested on some of the grounds for it: forced marriage, and married at an early age. He denied any of the grounds saying, they were married when they were 19 on their own free will so they can take care of their twins as married parents.

    Finz insisted that there is a possibility that Marla was not satisfied on their relationship. Larry can only say one thing, and that is that they both love each other and they’re doing it for their children’s sake.

    More than a week after, Larry received a mail. It is an enveloped which contains some important documents. He found out that the mail was sent by his wife. He immediately opened that mail and was shocked with what he saw inside: Annulment papers. He read the documents closely and he read the basis for his wife’s filing. It states there that she was married against her will. It also reads that she was forced to marry so that they can together take responsibility on taking care for their love child on fear that they would become illegitimate.

    Larry was angry on what he read. He looked for the return address written on the envelope and it was the address of his in-laws’ home in Laguna. He immediately went there to demand an explanation from his wife.

    Once there, his wife saw him from their window. She went down and confronted Larry. He asked what is the meaning of her actions and why she is doing it. Marla said told him to read the annulment papers. It sates there her reasons. But Larry cried foul over it, saying that they both agree to take responsibility of their actions. She said that only he took the responsibility of their actions and she didn’t. It wasn’t her fault why she was pregnant that time. She said that she was forced to engaged sex with him since Larry was drunk that time.

    Larry couldn’t not believe what he’s hearing. Yes, he was drunk but she was drunk too. They were both careless with their actions so they have to make up for it by being the responsible married parents that they are. Marla, with deep hatred towards him, slapped Larry at the face. She broke into tears and called her husband a good-for-nothing husband. she told him that she never wanted to become his wife, nor to become a mother to their twins. She didn’t stated it on their annulment papers but that truth is, she never want to take care of their twins. She claims her dreams were shattered and taken away from when she gave birth. She never intended to become realtor, saying that she’s took the job so that she could save money to hire a lawyer. It was her children who shattered her dreams to bits and for that she could not forgive them nor her own husband. She is willing to risk anything so that she can be free again. What really hurt Larry the most was when Marla said these words: “I never loved you from the beginning…”

    With all of this words, Larry denies all of Marla’s words. He believes that what she is saying is false. If there was any problem, they should fixed together. He begged his wife to come back to him and to their family. Marla just bade Larry a farewell and went back inside her parents’ house. Larry broke into tears, came down to his knees and yelled for his wife to come back. Then he yelled his wife’s name for one last time.

    To be continued…

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